1. saturday night ramblings

    sometimes when people are not good enough for you to be around or you just feel the need to be alone for a while….well seek music.

    MUSIC…M-U-S-I-C…

    Magical

    Unusual

    Satisfying

    Intense

    Calming

    who doesn’t love a good song to calm them down or to hype them up? i mean seriously think about it….who doesn’t? okay well there’s always that one guy that would rather spend all of his freakin time in the library instead of socializing but honestly he doesn’t count, towards anything.

    let’s see…there are love songs that can bring back vivid memories… there are songs that remind you of a certain person (which can be good, bad, or indifferent)…there are those certain songs that always get you thru anything like absolutely anything… there are those ones that have been around forever, you’ve played wayy too many times and you seriously do not know how you can still stand to listen to that song but yet it’s like your favorite song..still…..

    are you getting my drift yet? because i’m literally explaining my life to you thru my musings and passion for music! i really do not know where i’d be in this life without the help of music and lyrics and music videos and just music in general!

    sincerely,

    a bored, lonely, tired, and comfy college student.

  2. Lord, hear my prayer…

    I can’t get away

    These feelings of remorse rush into me

    Trapped inside of me with no where to go

    If you could only grasp what you mean to me

    I can’t understand all that I’ve done

    But I’m trying to make it better

    Mixed thoughts and feelings- yeah that’s where it all began

    If I could take it back, I would

    If I could make you understand, I would

    Please God help me

    I can’t do this on my own

    So I’ll place it into Your hands

    And hope You hear my prayer

    No, I dont need the answer

    Only to know that I am not alone

    That You are still with me…

    Somehow, in some way

  3. You & Me

    i wanna grow old with you

    i wanna see the world thru your eyes

    i wanna waste the day away in your arms

    i wanna feel what you feel, taste what you taste

    you’re all i think about

    you’re all i feel

    you’re all i dream of

    you’re all i ever wanted

    you’re all i need

    happily ever after is where i wanna be

    just you and me

  4. Life With You

    i get angry

    you get upset

    its this crazy cycle that we keep going round;

    you said something mean

    i said something rude

    its this foolish fighting that we can’t pound;

    i tell you i love you because i mean every word

    you tell me that you love me every chance you can

    its this deep devotion that won’t die til we’re underground;

    you know that i need you

    i know that you want me

    its this life that i have made with you that i only wish to continue to live.

  5. make the MOST OF yourself, for that is ALL there is of YOU. :)

    make the MOST OF yourself, for that is ALL there is of YOU. :)

  6. hopefully my tattoo in the near future! :) well…the saying at least!

    hopefully my tattoo in the near future! :) well…the saying at least!

  7. TISSUE PLEASE?!

    I have found recently that sometimes the only thing that can make me feel better is a good, long, pathetic, cry. Sounds dumb, I know. But, it does sooo much for my emotions that it’s like a rush of exhaustion and then the MOST AMAZING night of sleep follows. I do not know what it is about crying that gives me this sense of betterment. Maybe it’s the fact that I cry and cry until I can’t produce any more tears. (Probably.) Besides the point though, it’s helpful and that is all that matters to ME!

    Maybe I should pick up poetry again…lol it would probably help with those issues as well.

    Thoughts? Yeah me either. :/

    With love and compassion,

    Ali

  8. April

    So here I am on this last day of March sitting and thinking about all the things that I have been thru, endured, and such of the past couple of years and I’ve realized that my life has been thru probably the craziest of roller coasters that is known to man. Even Evil Kenevil would get nerves while in line for this ride that I’ve been on. Will April only a day away…I can only pray that I have the strength to endure what this April has to hand to me. April 17th, 2009, is most definitely one of the worst days of my sad little life. Jeremy Eugene Elliott, my childhood friend, brotherly best friend, and long time secret-crush, had passed unexpectedly throughout the night. Now, I’ve always believed that everything happens for a reason and as sad, sick and pathetic as it sounds, I feel that his passing led me to the man who owns my heart that I would have never really noticed had he still been there. So, as i am heartbroken and filled with grief, I am very thankful for all the things that God has graced me with throughout my life. With April beginning tomorrow, I am sure to be on edge throughout the month due to the constant reminder that my heart goes out to my man for the loss of his true, lifelong, best friend. I love them both and am sure to have some long nights ahead of me. I do not wish for anyone to understand. I do not wish for anything to make me feel better unless by chance. I simply wish for the comfort and patience to take care of my man and ensure his health and happiness, as this is of the very few things I care about at this point and time.

    May you rest in peace Jeremy Eugene. Forever will you be missed and cherished.

  9. The Things We Do For Love

    some get tattoos

    some get engaged or married

    some tell the person they love how they truly feel

    some just go all out and make a big deal out of it

    yep. these are a few of the crazy things people do for the ones that they love.

    me? well i’m just an ordinary girl that just wants the occasional flowers and chocolates and such. simple, right? i know.

    love is complicated and at times difficult…why can’t we make things easy?? like when we were little and we thought it was a big deal to tell a boy you liked them. it was like the whole world was caught up in that moment with you and everybody cared about wat was going on. yeah. i miss those days.

    the moral of the story? express your love but don’t be a weirdo about it! tell the one you love how you feel but don’t freak out if they don’t feel the same way about you. why? because everything will be okay in the end! :)

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    kari-shma:

    John Mayer | Slow dancing in a burning room

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*Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within. -James Arthur Baldwin


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